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Manson in watercolor

you will be missed May 7th, 2009

Thu May 7, 2009, 4:21 AM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Marilyn Manson - IDLTDBTDLM
  • Watching: my dog waste away
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing yet
  • Drinking: nothing
today is the day i have been long dreading...
my parents are putting my dog buddy to sleep. he has cancer, at the age of four, and although i know its for the best, im sure ill be grieving for the big guy all of today and well into next month. i love that dog, and im going to be in a lot of pain, but wait, i cant have pain because my fucking asshole of a father is the only one who is allowed to hurt because of this. my step mother, whom i loathe to no end, is just finding ways to antagonize me to my breaking point as i have no paitience for her petty bullshit today or ever really... all i can say is soon i will be gone, and no one will miss me. at least until the social security checks stop. so today is going to be a hard one, full of break downs, possible fights, and an extreemly bruised heart....

well i'm off to start my day of fucking torment and pain...
bye..

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Raawrr ^w^ So you're watching me now? Stalker. Lol just kidding *huggles* I love you ^___^

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